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Jaina Solo Fel ([personal profile] solo_sword) wrote2010-04-13 07:47 am

Room 313- Monday morning

Jaina hadn't actually had a bad weekend. Prom had been more fun than she'd thought it would be, and she loved every opportunity to see her kids. There were some kind of heavy issues to go with that, though; she'd come to accept that she'd passed up her chance at the life that she got a chance to look into every year, and in fact this might have been the last time she'd ever see them. And then when you added in the fact that John had been called in to work halfway through and she was really beginning to resent his job in a way that made her want to apologize for all the time he'd put up with hers, and the fact that Anakin had had a kid here...

When it was all said and done, there were too many serious thoughts going around in her head for her to handle. None of them were bad, really. Just sad, and she didn't do well with sad.

It hadn't been anything specific that really set her off. It was just that one second she was reading her datapad, and the next she had thoughts in her head again, and just like that she decided that she'd wanted to go home for a visit anyway, and now she just wanted to go right now. There was a quick call to let her parents know she was coming and to find out where they were exactly, and then a voicemail, and then she set to packing.


[Door half-open, post definitely is, with SP warning during the workday.]
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[personal profile] weetuskenraider 2010-04-13 03:11 pm (UTC)(link)
Despite the voicemail message saying nothing was up, Tahiri headed down to Jaina's room as soon as she got it. So maybe she had a little bit of an issue with people going away right now; this was just home for a visit, but like she assumed a normal incident-free life for anyone with Skywalker and Solo genes?

Besides, she could guess what might have prompted this; she wasn't feeling up to being alone much, either.

"Boy," she said from the doorway, trying for a light tone and getting about halfway there, "when you say right now you don't mess around."

Not that this surprised her or anything.
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[personal profile] weetuskenraider 2010-04-13 07:29 pm (UTC)(link)
"Did you think I wouldn't?" Tahiri's smile wasn't exactly as bright as it could be. "She, um . . . insisted on saying goodbye to you. That has something to do with why you're going home, doesn't it?"
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[personal profile] weetuskenraider 2010-04-13 07:35 pm (UTC)(link)
Tahiri didn't really have any illusions about how hard Anakin's death had hit Jaina, so with confirmation or without it she'd have bet on her guess anyway. And the talk of graduation got a frown out of her, since that was another goodbye coming up that she wasn't prepared for.

"Convenient, wasn't it?" she asked, her tone suggesting she didn't entirely believe that. "Your kids -- you've seen them every year you've been here?" She couldn't say she envied that.
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[personal profile] weetuskenraider 2010-04-13 07:42 pm (UTC)(link)
Tahiri would suspect her of being an evil clone who spelled her name Jaiina or something if she saw her packing heavily.

"I'm all right," she answered, leaning against the doorframe. It was a slightly more careful choice of words than she usually went for, but given her decidedly mixed feelings on the subject it was warranted. "Mostly, I'm just glad she turned up now, and not a year ago."

No, next year she wouldn't be here, and don't think Tahiri hadn't been thinking about that too.
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[personal profile] weetuskenraider 2010-04-13 08:01 pm (UTC)(link)
"I wish you'd have seen her at flight club, fixing up some gadget she scrounged up somewhere. She looked so much like him," Tahiri said wistfully. "Worked out . . . yes, sort of, I suppose. It's nice to know there's at least some version of me -- of us -- that got more time with him."
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[personal profile] weetuskenraider 2010-04-14 12:53 am (UTC)(link)
"I wasn't sure if it made me feel better at first," Tahiri admitted. Because no, it wasn't terribly helpful, but what was, honestly? "But now that it's had time to sink in, I think it does."
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[personal profile] weetuskenraider 2010-04-14 02:53 pm (UTC)(link)
"No," Tahiri had to agree. "It's hardly fair. But I can't say a few people didn't get some good out of it. She loved meeting your grandfather, and I think it was mutual. And knowing some version of me has that . . ."

She shrugged, looking a little guilty. "Makes it easier to let go."