Jaina Solo Fel (
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Room 313- Monday morning
Jaina hadn't actually had a bad weekend. Prom had been more fun than she'd thought it would be, and she loved every opportunity to see her kids. There were some kind of heavy issues to go with that, though; she'd come to accept that she'd passed up her chance at the life that she got a chance to look into every year, and in fact this might have been the last time she'd ever see them. And then when you added in the fact that John had been called in to work halfway through and she was really beginning to resent his job in a way that made her want to apologize for all the time he'd put up with hers, and the fact that Anakin had had a kid here...
When it was all said and done, there were too many serious thoughts going around in her head for her to handle. None of them were bad, really. Just sad, and she didn't do well with sad.
It hadn't been anything specific that really set her off. It was just that one second she was reading her datapad, and the next she had thoughts in her head again, and just like that she decided that she'd wanted to go home for a visit anyway, and now she just wanted to go right now. There was a quick call to let her parents know she was coming and to find out where they were exactly, and then a voicemail, and then she set to packing.
[Door half-open, post definitely is, with SP warning during the workday.]
When it was all said and done, there were too many serious thoughts going around in her head for her to handle. None of them were bad, really. Just sad, and she didn't do well with sad.
It hadn't been anything specific that really set her off. It was just that one second she was reading her datapad, and the next she had thoughts in her head again, and just like that she decided that she'd wanted to go home for a visit anyway, and now she just wanted to go right now. There was a quick call to let her parents know she was coming and to find out where they were exactly, and then a voicemail, and then she set to packing.
[Door half-open, post definitely is, with SP warning during the workday.]
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Besides, she could guess what might have prompted this; she wasn't feeling up to being alone much, either.
"Boy," she said from the doorway, trying for a light tone and getting about halfway there, "when you say right now you don't mess around."
Not that this surprised her or anything.
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You know, the timing she'd just decided on like ten minutes ago.
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"Convenient, wasn't it?" she asked, her tone suggesting she didn't entirely believe that. "Your kids -- you've seen them every year you've been here?" She couldn't say she envied that.
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Not that that bothered her or anything.
"So how are you holding up?" she asked, packing solidly on hold for the moment. It wasn't like she was a heavy packer anyway.
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"I'm all right," she answered, leaning against the doorframe. It was a slightly more careful choice of words than she usually went for, but given her decidedly mixed feelings on the subject it was warranted. "Mostly, I'm just glad she turned up now, and not a year ago."
No, next year she wouldn't be here, and don't think Tahiri hadn't been thinking about that too.
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She shrugged, looking a little guilty. "Makes it easier to let go."
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